Sep 6, 2011

Bullies and Lower State beings

These people are trying to knock you down because they're unable to get to the high point where you are. When people grow up, when people discover themselves, when people learn to love, to live, to heal, when people learn and become respectable people, when people conquer their demons.. they reach a point to where they're so high, free in the sky from all of the dangers, evils, and hatreds..

So they become targets, so high up in that sky. The lower ones vibrating on lower-level frequencies, want to be up there with them, but since they're so high, they can't just mosey their way up there, because they need a driving force to elevate them. Think of gravity and potential energy. The ground state has no energy to go to the sky state, it needs to be elevated by some external force. The sky state has already been elevated, and is so happy to be there, that they don't often look down, only to look up and keep looking up, climbing higher and higher. The low state, is its jealousy, craves to be where that higher state of being is.. they want it so badly, that they'll do anything to have it. They try, and when they fail, they are angry and bitter.

Time goes on, and the ground state becomes ripe with envy and anger. They become lonely.. and want to be heard.. so they do anything that they can do to knock the high state down to where they are. "If I can't have it, neither can they." So they attempt, and when they succeed, they are happier than ever. The once high state is now back to its low state... maybe they'll elevate again.. maybe it will take some time to walk away and breathe, calm down, and they elevate again.

The reason these lower states try to knock you down to their state is because they cannot get to your state. They're unable to. They need to grow up, conquer demons, have a life meltdown, learn, revelations, soul searching... that external force that elevates them so high is them.. it's all within them, but they're so hateful, so envious, so lonely.. so focused on the external, that they forget about the internal.... them. So they envy, try to knock you down, and because of gravity, the higher you are, the more chance there is that you'll come down with a bigger crash. The bigger the crash, the happier they are. There reaches a point where you climb so high that you're no longer affected by the gravity.. and the ground state is no longer an issue.. a mere memory of the past... completely immersed within a new world... sometimes, I think I'm within that world.


Don't let lower states try to knock you down to ground state. You may not get back up... sometimes, we look down and we sympathize, we try to empathize, we want to bring them so high with us.. bring them up there.. because it is good.. but often times, the lower states can't handle it.. or are working through their own issues.. and we must look out for ourselves first and foremost. We cannot heal if we are where they are. We cannot heal if we are hurting, damaged, hateful...

I was once at the lower state.. many of us were... I know what these ones go through, and as a compassionate beings, I want to help them.. bring them high.. but it takes times, and I must also look out for myself. This is why you must allow others to initiate... you cannot attempt to help those who will not help themselves. You must attempt to help and learn to back out before you're consumed ad taken down with the ship. I used to be broken a lot.. kicked down, abused, mistreated.. much of the same things that these lower states try doing to others, simply because it has been done to them. They want to be high like others, but they can't, or won't try to do what it takes to get that elevating force.

From being so low and hateful, abused by many others... kicked around much like these low states, I became unbreakable.. which was the external force that elevated me. I looked around at my environment, the people, I knew that I wanted to be high, but I didn't know how to be.. I had been broken so many times, that I thought that I couldn't be broken anymore... I thought, "Lol, this is it? There's got to be more... but there isn't. These people, they hate me, it's obvious... but why? Did I really do anything?" I realized that I didn't.. that these people weren't going to love me, for whatever reason... and so I told myself that I would.. i'd become so high that they'd all be envious of me. They'd wished they never hurt me so much. That was all that it took: to peer deep inside of myself, look at my nature, accept who I am, how I feel... look deep, and I thought, "If no one's going to love me, then I will," and so I

After being so high for such a long time, I became settled.. loved it, but much was still missing. Sitting up there so high, I realized that my goal all along was silly It really was pointless... even laughable. I wanted to impress these people.. I wanted to show them.. I wanted to teach them how brilliant and amazing I was.. but it didn't even matter. It didn't matter anymore because I grew to a spot in that new world where I felt sorry for them.. and I understood that they were suffering so much.. even more than me! They were hurting so much deep inside.. and it pained me, even made me feel guilty...

After all of this, I truly am unbreakable, because sometimes I do fall, maybe not to rock bottom, but I fall... and it hurts, and I'm in trouble.. but that's the thing, I get right back up.. and I elevate again. I've been broken so many times that I can no longer be broken. From that notion, rose a new Michael many years ago, a Michael Unbreakable; one so strong, one emancipated from darkness, one with knowledge to guide the weak, one with wisdom to guide the world. We are all unbreakable, but how much do you have to be broken to achieve this state of euphoric living? I like to think that it takes love, the external force that elevated me.. This high vibration, it is an ancient state, a pure state, and untouchable state.. one that drives you to heal... and heal others.

That is where I'm at right now, using my high state to heal. That's what it's all about. True healers make it out of their hell holes, they emerge and heal with their experiences of suffering, pain, torture, difference, etc. They began from that ground state, and something elevated them.. whatever it was. As they elevate, they become targets... because they're so high and cast such a wide shadow upon many others. The ground state wants to be up there, but they need self-healing first, in order to be healed.

I've often seen lower states attempting to heal, and causing more harm than good. I've learned that those who still suffer cannot heal... those who never grew up cannot heal.... you cannot heal a world if your world isn't first healed.

People will try to knock you down.. and for their own "good" reasons, but don't let them, nor grace them with the time of day. Your crash is their pointless entertainment; your participation is your deserved consequence.